How to Recover from Being Radiated by Someone’s Personality

Posted: October 15, 2011 in conflicts
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Many people, you know, have been  radiated.

But  maybe you don’t know that, because mostly, when you see someone, it’s not the first thing you notice.

I ran into a friend in the grocery store today. We caught up. The first thing I noticed was her unique face and her smile. We all have the same pieces, eyes, mouth, nose, ears — but “wow” and “superwow” again; those smiles are each perfectly special.

She mentioned getting forced out of her last job. That  came up because she was telling me she was looking for new work.

“I think it was a personality thing,” she said. Then I could see that she had been radiated. A “personality thing” — that’s code for someone decided they didn’t want her at her workplace, and a few conversations were had behind the scenes, and then, she was history.

“I know,” I said, “It’s something I’ve experienced too.”

We chatted a bit more. I said, “Hey, I’ll pray for you.” I did, as I walked away, and later too, because, “I know.”

It’s common, to get nuked, by someone else’s personality, or their agenda, or their insecurity. At work, church, among friends and in the family, if you live long enough, you will be blasted by someone else’s poor management of  their own issues, and yours.

I know another person who used to work for the same organization as the girl I met in the grocery store. She recently told me she had gotten a new job. Why? She too was radiated a few years back. It was so bad, she lost her opportunity to even work in that field anymore, despite her good credentials, and she had to go back to school and retrain for a different career. Fortunately, that worked! I’m glad for her, but she still isn’t “okay” with what happened to her.

Why all the radiated employees? Many CEO’s, supervisors, “bosses,” and just plain people aren’t good at conflict resolution; they bring to their conflict win-lose solutions. They win, the underling loses. Why?  These human resource brokers tend to see the world as black and white; one person is wrong, someone else is right, and so they “do what they have to do” by making the party at fault (in their minds),  the loser. This is interesting, painful, maddening, hurtful, harmful, crazy, radiating!  And yet, often,  the core issue, is the power broker’s own personality and problem solving weaknesses, which have created, at least a part,  the problems.

And so, radiation happens.

But here it the really fine news! For those of us who  have gotten up close to  personalities that are leaking nuclear power plants,  we  have choices, afterwards, which  can successfully mitigate the negative and harmful effects.

To help you thrive, after being radiated, here is what you can do, as I’ve learned it from my own experience.

Never stop moving forward into the next thing God has for you. God, the God who sent  his son Jesus to die for a sin-radiated world, is the God of radiation recovery. God, as he exists in his absolutely crazy-good-loving-redemptive personality is always trying to help you move into a healthy, radiation free future. Retrain, retool, rethink the future, try again, go back at it, when you fail again, get up and try again, never stop moving, except to rest and eat. The enemy — it’s quitting!

Forgive everything! Christ forgave you; forgive everyone else. Yourself, your boss, the organization, the people who don’t apologize,  the people who apologize except that it’s for the wrong thing because they still don’t get it, their friends who helped them hurt you, your friends who abandoned you, every-freaking-body on the planet, forgive them,  if that is necessary. Forgive and then, when the memories come back, forgive again and forgive for the rest of your life, if that is how long it takes. That doesn’t mean you quit saying what happened was wrong; it doesn’t mean you forget it; it means something like you do all you can to make it right and then you leave it in God’s hands.

Why? If you don’t forgive, you’ll radiate yourself.

And lastly, learn from what happened. Nothing is simple. “They” did something wrong, you can hold on to that if it is true, but so might you have made mistakes in  what happened and in how you have handled what went down or in how you will handle it in the future.  You have a personality too, and it can radiate people too, especially if you have been hurt. It’s been said that hurt people hurt people. It’s true, and so be careful, because you don’t want to become a hurt person who hurts other people. Don’t do what was done to you in any way, shape or otherwise twisted form.  That will make you similar to the people who hurt you, and you don’t, trust me, want to be like them.

Take your hurt and learn to be compassionate towards others. Having been radiated, “You know,” and your knowing is a powerful force inside of you to understand and to be compassionate, and to be gentle and to take some pain out of the world, instead of smashing more pain back into the world.

The best radiation therapy in the universe is found in understanding and in compassion, which we all know by its more noble name — love.

Figure it out; people need you to work this out. You’ll meet them tomorrow in the grocery store. They will have just been radiated, and you will do best with them if you can say, without any residual toxic resentment inside of you, “I know.”

  1. Anonymous says:

    Priceless post, Randy. I can see the growth and how our brokenness serves to make us more like Jesus through suffering and obedience.

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